Well, it’s been around 14 days today since me and my girlfriend broke up. I have been through hell itself, but I believe that I finally made my first step to the recovering road.
I have been through hell itself, but I believe that I finally made my first step to the recovery road. I have nightmares around 6 out of 7 nights and usually on the seventh night I don’t sleep or I sleep for 2-4 hours. The things are going from worst to worst. I had two managers that contacted me for a job in London, but as soon as I told them that I was currently living abroad, they didn’t respond anymore.
I haven’t worked any more on this website since I was struggling with this situation, I had gained lots and lots of doubts on myself. I am still not ready to give up on this website yet. I just need for some time in order to find myself. I still can’t believe that all this is real. Hope that from Monday, I will be back and work more. I already started to lose some weight and I hope that by the end of June I will have around 76-75 kgs. Last Monday I had around 89 and today I have 86.
Wish you all the best,